spyrofan1213

Haha. You never come on here why am I doing this? 

Maybe it's cause you don't come on here so it's safe to leave this here. I'll probably forget I even wrote this. 

But looking back, we were really stupid xD I can't even- wow. I just came on deviant art and nostalgia punched me in the left tit, I looked at my old shitiful art,  and some how I ended up on your old page.. this is to you, but not. In a way. Like its for you but you'll never get it so it's really for no one.. so I'm leaving this message here like a coward instead of going and contacting you..  but honestly, I miss you like crazy, Sean. And if you actually come on here and see this eventually that means you missed me too? Maybe? Probably not? At all? well either way, it feels good to get this out. God I must sound pathetic. But here it goes: It breaks my heart that I can't even talk to you anymore. I mean, we were so close for years and then suddenly strangers. I don't know how you're doing but I'll take a wild guess and say you're doing fine, you always are. I hope you're happy. I really do. What bothers me most is I can't hate you. I want to hate you. I wish I was capable. But I don't. Not even a little. At all. I think I mostly just miss you. But I know I've just got to stay strong and stay away because it's better off that way. You out grew me. I just wish I could find it in me to either speak to you or get over it but I'm not really all that strong. Hell. It still hurts to see you come online.. Anyways, I wish you the best. I'm always around if you ever feel like catching up..